If you aren’t willing to be challenged this isn’t the space.

As Ra Uru Hu says (and I know I repeat this all the time, yet it needs to be repeated):

“No one is broken yet we run around trying to fill up the open places & seek what we are not.

Consider This...

What you can rely on you’ve never relied on in your life.

What you can’t trust you’ve been trying to trust all your life.

What you have been trusting has never been you.

What you’ve been ignoring has always been you.

Try to trust what's really you and see what happens.”

I have always been aware that I provoke people, although growing up & even in feminine love & light spiritual space I felt it was something I had to fix or tone down.  Even when I first learned about Gate 39, Obstruction, & its role in my overall design it took time to develop thick skin to deal with the nature of holding 39 as a strength.

39 & an undefined Solar Plexus almost feels like a cruel joke 😜

Yet, when I leveraged this as a STRENGTH, and sold through the WISDOM of my undefined Solar Plexus everything started to fall into place.  

Not only does leveraging your strengths & waving your freak flag:

• Make content creation much fucking easier.
• Allow you to finally speak your message.
• Allow program creation to FLOW as you can leverage your strengths then sell through your openness.

But….

You will FINALLY ATTRACT YOUR PEOPLE.

And there is no price tag on that.  Whenever I “toned down” the 39 I attracted the wrong people which just were not meant to work with that type of energy. That happened late 2021 & early 2022 when I was working from “Who do I have to be to sit at the right tables/ be in the next level rooms”.  It blew up in my face.

When I just surrender to my design I attract a lot of BIG personality clients who are looking to be provoked & have no desire for fluff.  Big personality clients who are used to people NOT challenging them & desire for someone to push them, not from a tugboat energy but a calling out/ cut the shit energy.

This week, and the rest of December is going to be crazy with the closing of our new house, 2 massive time intensive course projects for classes at BG5, Your Unfair Advantage: Making Money Simply Being You, client calls, ICONIC hot seats & more.  I am essentially booked morning until night.

I would be lying if I didn’t say it is a LOT.  I am a sloth at heart, even as a Generator. Yet, having a day of back to back calls today, exhausted, but wildly satisfied, I realized how SATISFYING it is to be in a place where my 39 is honoured.  To allow that energy to hold space, and provoke, the breakthroughs for my clients.  

If you are in a place where you are not attracting the right clients, or business feels harder than it is meant to, the best advice I can give you is to BE MORE YOU before you worry about the strategy. Put the strategy second.  Focus on alignment, focus on your message, focus on leveraging your strengths.  From there you can build out the RIGHT strategy for you while speaking to the RIGHT people.

I feel incredibly blessed for the community I have built over the years.  It truly feels like soul family coming back together… And that is available to everyone.

Drop the masks.  They are heavy.  There are people waiting to love the shit out of you for what makes you YOU.

X

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