The physical manifestation of being out of alignment with the true work you are here to do in this world?  Spine issues.


It was not lost on me, when I herniated discs in my back this summer, that something was off.  The last time I had disc issues it was when a business partnership with my strong.ER personal training studio was dissolving.  I wasn’t seeing the warning signs or issues that were coming up & right before shit hit the fan I blew out my back, also setting back my dreams of a podium finish at regionals in Crossfit that year.

This year has been one of the hardest in business so far, meeting challenges I had not yet met online or in my personal training/ Holistic Nutrition business. At times I felt it easier to flush my phone & move up to the mountains without internet service.  My core grounding was challenged & my ability to continue moving despite the stickiness of the void was challenged.

I felt the WEIGHT that Richard & Ra speak about with the role of the 5th line in shifting humanity.  They both state that the hopes & dreams of humanity rest on the shoulders of the 5th line.  Richard expands on this & says:

“As the leader the 5th line carries a heavy responsibility on their shoulders. The weight of the future therefore depends upon those with 5th lines in their Profile, and in particular those with a 5th line Vocation.”

As a 5th line profile or Vocation it can truly feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders at times, and it can be easy to convince ourselves that we don’t know how to shift it (although we all KNOW at the core, don’t we?).

I also felt where I wasn’t truly, deeply, honouring the 5th line responsibility to:

“To be one of the heralds of the new global consciousness… It is a very exciting time for the 5th line to be alive, because it is a time for smashing old paradigms, and innovating an entirely new structure and language that can maximise the amazing creative genius inherent in the human race.” ~ Richard Rudd

As I have chipped away at all that was unaligned things continue to fall into place faster than I could ever have imagined, which is obviously the way of nature.  When you remove the tree that stopped the flow of water & caused the water to become ill, the water begins to heal itself as movement begins again.

We are 70% water.  Stagnation causes disease… In our bodies, businesses, relationships, & with wealth.  Begin to move again & we are truly made to self heal.

The wisdom I wish to share with you:

You CAN still be present, show up, & serve while in the void or while going through massive mutation.  You do NOT have to always have it all figured out, and in fact, if it is ALL figured out I would imagine you are NOT truly following strategy & authority.

And, as soon as you “figure it out” you will be evolving past that anyway.

Perfection isn’t the goal.

As Richard says: “If we cling to the known, then we can never feel the surge of our vocation as it emerges into the world, bringing reconciliation both to the wound within and the world without. “

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